2010-07-16T08:59:00.001-07:00

Well, I've had a hard time these days. But i know that everything is over, i shld not think about it anymore as he doesn't even care anymore. He didn't even showed he cared since his poly1 camp. Started neglecting since his camp. Started feeling insignificant aft his camp. ... Argh. I knew this day would come soon. I tried , i gave you chances. But you didn't try. You didn't even cared. All you cared was about your friends, yourself, but never once me. I wait for the whole day for your reply. When i recieve your msg , i was elated. But when i read it, Its a one word answer, i get so dissappointed. But whenever im with you , you will be messaging your twin. But when you are out with her , you never once replied my message. When i asked you , you will say that you are busy. After one month of all these , i realise they are more important than me. You can live without me, but not them. I tried to let you go that time, but you didn't want. Why did you not let me go that time ? I've pluck out so much courage. You know on 12 jan, whyy would i say ok to you? Because i thought you would spend time with me, you will be a better person. Think of the period when you want to get me back to your side . You call and chat with me at night. You msg me long msges. You came to school just to fetch me . Then after that, what happened? All that went missing.

Yes, i've always give in a lot to you. Like in almost everything. When i was jealous, you were upset with me, but when you are jealous, since when was i upset with you? Do you remember your promise? You promised me to take me for a movie. You promised to go to the zoo with me. You promised to put a lot of candles on ECP on Valentine's day. You promised to take me to ice skating. You promised so many things. I put in so much hope in you.

Like what qiqi told me, It's not going to be easy. But this is the way life is suppose to be like. At least he made me very happy before (: At least he's been great . Real great. At least he had the perserverance that few guys have. At least he loved me trueheartedly. At least among all his girlfriends, im the one he treat the best to (: Carmen told me her experience with you. hehe. Well, last year Mandy told you that she want to send her national day with you last year.

2007-08-04T07:00:00.001-07:00

herrs. (:

2007-07-07T05:12:00.001-07:00

hellos.!
lol.
im bored heh/ xD

2007-06-16T05:49:00.001-07:00

HEEHAHA. create blog for fun. DIAOS rite? xD

me(: